Lie. What do we get out of it? To get out of trouble? ofc to get out of trouble!! but what if were not in trouble. Say like, you're talking to your friends at the lunch table and your conversation is about traveling. Someone might say,"I've been to Japan" and you go, "Yeah, me too"....then you think..."Why did i do that?!" why do we do that. i'm not the only one. i know i'm not. Is it because we want to be able to keep up with our friends. or we want to seem like we've done everything and we're top notch. someone tell me why we lie.

so anyways, got in a fight with my mom today. its ok though, i don't like her. she does all these things for me and i don't care. i feel bad about it, yes. but i feel like i could care less about her. who else feels this way. probably angelina jolie. but that was just a random thought. i stopped liking her when she married my step father. i hate him. i told her i liked him so she would be happy...like she said she was when she was with him. Now, i think that was just her tryin to win me over and guilt trip me into saying,"ok mama, i like him too, i want you two to be together." what i wanted to say is,"bitch, get a fuckin life"......fuck my caring for people, i'm tired of getting in trouble and hearing,"you don't do anything for me, alexis deseree(Deserray) marie!" gee i wonder what giving up my happiness for you is?....see if i ever talk to you again.