OK so. got my first paycheck...woopdie stinkin dooo. My 'rents are all like,"Alexis, there are lots of people that don't get paychecks, its a big deal...be happy"....i'm thinkin...there are lots of people that don't get herpes, should we cheer for them? say "congratufuckinglations you don't have herpes!" to every person who passes some kind of STD test? jesus, who cares about a paycheck...maybe i will later on in life, but now? not so much. it would be alot cooler for gettin a paycheck without even doing anything for it. Like, just sitting around and playing video games or something.

WTF? In my neighborhood...the moms of the families do nothing except clean and take care of children. They think they're like the desperate housewives of huntington estates. are you kidding me? get a job and make something of yourself. don't sit there and make the men do all the work. some women of the past have worked damn hard for women of the future's rights and you're not even taking advantage of it. my mom works hard and deserves everything she gets. you on the other hand do nothing and get everything. stop planning little martini and marykay parties and get out and get a job!

Well it seems that celebrities don't know what birth control is. My friends, jamie lynn spears has got one bakin in the oven. And shes 16. and hes 19. and that means...this was a big WOOPSIES. I say if ur ready to do the grown up things, be ready to handle the grown up problems. It just seems kinda wrong. My reaction wasn't on of shock or disgust. I found it to be funny. And...disappointing. Jaimie Lynn i'm soooo disappointed. Like you care. I never liked her anyways. I like britney...cuz shes prettier.ha. Also on the soon to be mothers list is...LILY ALLEN...now, this is my girl. i love lily allen. shes so cool. but i just can't see her as mother. oh well. at least shes older than 16.

SO anyways, check out this guy. www.youtube.com/daxflame hes halarious... whenever i want my bad day better...i just watch his blogs and realize that hey, it could be worse.

"Is that ice cold?"-wtf?

"How hard is that cement?"-double wtf?

"This peanut butter tastes so peanuty"- triple wtf?

God help me.

I say whats on my mind at that moment...which is a problem for me...but u can always count on Lexis to tell the truth! ha...i need to think before i say things....

why don't people do that?

why can't i think before i say something... why can't i stop and think before i blurt out something totally mentally challenged in the middle of class and have everyone laugh at me....i don't mean to be the class clown...lol. i'm smart. i just think about dumb stuff.

RACE.

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TELL BLACK PEOPLE TO GET OVER THE SLAVE DAYS.

its hard to get over something u still have to live with every single day of ur life. Racism is still alive and kicking my friends. racismt comments and "jokes" are still around. if u get over it and stop then we'll stop complaining.

WE'VE HAD IT JUST AS HARD AS BLACK PEOPLE

ummm no u haven't. its a proven fact that black people have suffered the longest and hardest than ANY OTHER RACE IN AMERICA...don't tell me i'm wrong because it is proven. also, blacks are the ONLY race that were brought to america without their consent. u think black people wanted to be brought to america...maybe if they knew about it....um no probably NOT. its white people's fault there are even blacks in america. so if u don't like us blame ur ancestors!!*yes i know i say us...i know i'm only have black but..u know what i mean*

DONT CALL MY MOTHER A WETBACK!

i bet my mother is smarter than ur mother. she has her masters

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY DIRTY MEXICAN

my mother fixes people's mouths and teeth...and still smells better than ur mom...probably. ha.

but seriously...my mother is not dirty! just because ur mexican doesn't mean that u stink or ur not smart or ur an illegal immigrant..

those are just things i'm tired of....*sighs*

Lie. What do we get out of it? To get out of trouble? ofc to get out of trouble!! but what if were not in trouble. Say like, you're talking to your friends at the lunch table and your conversation is about traveling. Someone might say,"I've been to Japan" and you go, "Yeah, me too"....then you think..."Why did i do that?!" why do we do that. i'm not the only one. i know i'm not. Is it because we want to be able to keep up with our friends. or we want to seem like we've done everything and we're top notch. someone tell me why we lie.

so anyways, got in a fight with my mom today. its ok though, i don't like her. she does all these things for me and i don't care. i feel bad about it, yes. but i feel like i could care less about her. who else feels this way. probably angelina jolie. but that was just a random thought. i stopped liking her when she married my step father. i hate him. i told her i liked him so she would be happy...like she said she was when she was with him. Now, i think that was just her tryin to win me over and guilt trip me into saying,"ok mama, i like him too, i want you two to be together." what i wanted to say is,"bitch, get a fuckin life"......fuck my caring for people, i'm tired of getting in trouble and hearing,"you don't do anything for me, alexis deseree(Deserray) marie!" gee i wonder what giving up my happiness for you is?....see if i ever talk to you again.